Table of Contents
Preface
The “Other Side” of the Disease
Treatment Options
Part I Discovery: Loss of Control
What a Mistake!
Fear of the Possible, Emotional Seclusion
“The Devil You Know…”
Your Medical Interpreter
Tests Extend Your Information
Part II Investigation: Taking Control
So Here I Am Again
Who’s Out There With This?
Who Leads This Parade? What Steps Do I Take?
How I Dove Into My Research
My Choice
Counsel of My Urologist
Narrow Mindedness or Greed Consideration
Consults and Counsel
First Consult
Statistics
Private Response Group
Against the Doctor’s Opinion
The “Leak” of Information
Seeding Expert
Focus on Personal Control
Support of Colleagues
Part III Decision: How to Make It
How I Assessed and Evaluated
Pluses
Minuses
Reinvigorate Yourself
Tell your Story Selectively
Confirming My Decision: The Final Stages
I Decided on What, When, Who?
Why I Selected Seeding
Reaffirmation of My Decision
